womanhood and having a voyeuristic relationship with your own pain
“am i suffering beautifully?” “is my agony lovable?”
2017 better be nice to my mom
2018 better be nice to my mom
2019 better be nice to my mom

Phoebe Bridgers | Motion Sickness
I hate you for what you did
and I miss you like a little kid
I faked it every time but that’s alright
I can hardly feel anything
I hardly feel anything at all